Psychological uneven。。。。
my heart is so so so unbalanced!
i don reli hv my childhood memory..
ppl havin their barbie doll and i hv batu seremban..
ppl mum will gv them pocke money during sch days but im not..(my dad gv me)
ppl mum will gv them money to save in the coin box but im not, she throw my coin box into rubbish bin, n i've to took it back from rubbish bin..(from the pocket $ i received from my dad, i save..but from the saving he(useless guy) borrow it and nvr return!)...
ppl mum worry their child sick n bring them go for doctor, but im not(my dad bought me go for doctor) and will be caned..
i nvr ask money or request any things from my mum, coz she wil nvr gv me(but my dad gv me)..
i don feel any love or care from her (but from my dad)..
when i get love n care from her is when i gv her money..
if i don gv her money, then i need to see her color face..
why cant she be more fairly on treated me n my didi????
jz bcoz of whatever her big son said, she will follow, and satisfied his big son..SHE HALAU my didi out from house when my didi's'wife was pregnant that time..she nvr think n nvr care whether they got place to stay or not!!!
and now that big son only know to asl for money..only know to blame ppl..i hate he..
I DON HV BROTHER!!!
I ONLY hv didi...n jiejie..
im tired ..im sad..
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