^SENIOR^

Senior....
What is the word 'senior' mean?..
In my life, i get to know many good & nice senior....
When i'm in secondary school there were many good senior around me.......
When i'm in high school, it was in the same situation too......
When i'm in university, there jz like no senior ohh.........
Until now, i m working......i think i met a good senior lo....
I'm also the senior of the trainees.........
But is that i'm a good & nice senior?.....
i don't think i m............
coz i don't know how to be a good senior...........
I will only heard from my frenz, said that it was not an easy job to be a good senior...............
Anyway I hope i can hear some comments from the trainees that been work together with me in the same firm 'lawrence wong & co' lohh whether i'm a good & nice senior or not lohhh....
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to be continued......................

~here=hate&sad&happy=i dunno~

Here.......
wat is here?.......
here is not a suitable place for shwntyng ng.............
i wanna leave here.............
i don wanna stay here..................
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hate here not.........sad also not.............happy also not...........
wat i m thinking now...............
But HOME, is wat i m thinking now.........
all wat i m thinking now is jz HOME HOME n HOME...........
arghhhhhhhhhhh........................
I think here really is not a good place for me to further my career or studies liao.................
MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE & MOVE......................
my family, friends give & share happiness, so i m happy...............

~*.*~HOMESICK.....

homesick ahhh....................
i wanna back home now....................
i don wanna work.......................
no mood to work at all now.................................
my dear god, it knows my feeling now.....
is raining now............they cry for me..............
is really cry for me..................
I WANNA BACK MUAR NOW.........................................

~Thinking~

I still cant stop thinking of U...........
U r still in my mind...........
still a lot of miss there.................
still a lot of love there...........
my mind keep moving keep thinking..........of U....................
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......................
my heart my heart my heart................
still contain one words there.................
i still thinking of U..................

~this is for you~

This is jz for you.....
You're really a good n nice n caring boyfriend.....
You muz jiayou ya......
always go to the way of positive sign ya......
You always ask me don think too much lahhh....
Now is my turn to say u loo.....
JL don think too much ohhh......
all good things will back to you de, when the time is come......
I wish that my scar will sawing back by small&neat needles...........
This scar may take a very long time lo........
JL, you are really a good&caring boyfriend............
thanks your luv......
JL, jiayou and goodluck oh..........

~trying to hv fresh breath~

Recently really a lot of things happen on me...
i m really nearly cant breath at all.....
he jz like forcing me....
but i m stubborn too, not listen to he....
sighhhh........................
going to sing K later, going to breath fresh air later too......
going to a place that really fresh enuf....
my life ,should be happy and simple....
not full of troublesome, full of sad memory......
Going to have fresh air loooo.........
don stay at home for the whole day, coz u will think a lot, n make u make a stupid decision de.......
happy weekend.........muacksssss.............

deep.....

a deep love from he...
a deep crying in heart now........................
a deep big scar in heart now..............

~..(,")(",)..~

work...work...work...
When i'm studying, i wish go work.....
But when i'm working, i feel to going back study again...
coz Studying my time is quite very relax and free....
can even go for holiday, enjoy, etc....
BUT Work is different again...
haizz.........cannot say wanna go holiday then go holiday....
two more days going to audit at KLANG lo......
audit audit audit........tax tax tax......
I'm so stress in work now ahh.....
who can help me?...plz don leave me at this moment.....
coz i really really will fall down very fast.....
i jz climbing back because of you give me the courage......
is u give me the power to climb back.......
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~Lif3!~

*Life*
What is life?..
How is the way all of us treat our life?..
Why humans life is so complicated?..
Why can't our life jz like a baby?..
hahahaha....
This should be a BIG question mark for all of us mahhh?..
As for me 'shwntyng', my life is wonderful, is enjoyable, is lovely, is sweet, is happy, is great,.....
Other than that "shwntyng" life is responsible when is on work, is independent when is alone, etc.....
Life is really important for all of us...so we must appreciate it every moments that we have now...don regret when U lost it....

勇气~fish~

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心你的真心
如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你(jl).......

~Lov3 = pAiN?~nicO answ3r=y3s!~

Love = Pain?
Why is love so joyful for all?...
And for me, it is like heaven&death...
To others, it was celebrated o vice versa...
With a ring, a kiss, or something to keep it long........
But..............................................................
All Lov3 ever did for me, was to make me weep.......
On nights I would silently cry...
For reasons-it is all beyond my control...
I have your 'No more sweet lips & hugs' to silently console...
Lov3 is not a feeling...is not a feeling............is not!.......
Of pleasure, delight, or care..........
To me, love is a person......
To me, love is the most warmed & hurt of all....
But to me, love is not joy!...
Lov3 is pAiN.................................

~l0v3!~

Never say I love you

If you really don’t care;

Never talk about feelings

If they aren’t really there;

Never hold my hand

If you are gonna break my heart;

Never say you are going to

If you don’t plan to start;

Never look into my eyes

If all you do is lie;

Never say hi

If you really mean goodbye;

If you really mean forever

Then say you will try;

Never say forever

Cause forever makes me cry………