心理不平很！

Psychological uneven。。。。
my heart is so so so unbalanced!
i don reli hv my childhood memory..
ppl havin their barbie doll and i hv batu seremban..
ppl mum will gv them pocke money during sch days but im not..(my dad gv me)
ppl mum will gv them money to save in the coin box but im not, she throw my coin box into rubbish bin, n i've to took it  back from rubbish bin..(from the pocket $ i received from my dad, i save..but from the saving he(useless guy) borrow it and nvr return!)...
ppl mum worry their child sick n bring them go for doctor, but im not(my dad bought me go for doctor) and will be caned..
i nvr ask money or request any things from my mum, coz she wil nvr gv me(but my dad gv me)..
i don feel any love or care from her (but from my dad)..
when i get love n care from her is when i gv her money..
if i don gv her money, then i need to see her color face..
why cant she be more fairly on treated me n my didi????
jz bcoz of whatever her big son said, she will follow, and satisfied his big son..SHE HALAU my didi out from house when my didi's'wife was pregnant that time..she nvr think n nvr care whether they got place to stay or not!!!
and now that big son only know to asl for money..only know to blame ppl..i hate he..
I DON HV BROTHER!!!
I ONLY hv didi...n jiejie..
im tired ..im sad..
 

Dislike busybody ppl...

damn dislike busyboday ppl..
altho, i alos love to 888...
but, 888 no need to 888 in front of the victim..
if u know then know..u no need to ask that victim..
shit..

lei...

im tired..
im tired with my own family matters..
im tired to face all this..
im giving up this..
im choosing u to b my another family..
im waiting n waiting..

pls don jz listen..
pls don jz obey..
altho, they are our elderly..
yes, is a simple manner, we muz respect..
but no all the time we muz follow their decision...

YES, i Agree...

Yes, I agree to be his life partner...
We plan to ROM during this year..

I decided on my ''kai zai'' bday that day..
but due to "pantang'', is going to change date??
Can i say don wan..i don wan to change the date...
Can jz let us decide on the date we ROM??
sad, :( ...if u reli wanna change the date...

all my frenz asked me, is that he propose to u??
What i reply?
Of coz, NO...hehe..
He din propose, but we alr go to JPN for the registration..
I don might there is no propose..
But in every gals heart, sure wish for this porpose including me my self..

even not propose in public, but i wish that there is a propose..
A simple propose...
do u know me heart???
:(

Miss'íng

Miss'ing...

so many years passed...
i still miss you..