心理不平很！

Psychological uneven。。。。
my heart is so so so unbalanced!
i don reli hv my childhood memory..
ppl havin their barbie doll and i hv batu seremban..
ppl mum will gv them pocke money during sch days but im not..(my dad gv me)
ppl mum will gv them money to save in the coin box but im not, she throw my coin box into rubbish bin, n i've to took it  back from rubbish bin..(from the pocket $ i received from my dad, i save..but from the saving he(useless guy) borrow it and nvr return!)...
ppl mum worry their child sick n bring them go for doctor, but im not(my dad bought me go for doctor) and will be caned..
i nvr ask money or request any things from my mum, coz she wil nvr gv me(but my dad gv me)..
i don feel any love or care from her (but from my dad)..
when i get love n care from her is when i gv her money..
if i don gv her money, then i need to see her color face..
why cant she be more fairly on treated me n my didi????
jz bcoz of whatever her big son said, she will follow, and satisfied his big son..SHE HALAU my didi out from house when my didi's'wife was pregnant that time..she nvr think n nvr care whether they got place to stay or not!!!
and now that big son only know to asl for money..only know to blame ppl..i hate he..
I DON HV BROTHER!!!
I ONLY hv didi...n jiejie..
im tired ..im sad..
 

Dislike busybody ppl...

damn dislike busyboday ppl..
altho, i alos love to 888...
but, 888 no need to 888 in front of the victim..
if u know then know..u no need to ask that victim..
shit..

lei...

im tired..
im tired with my own family matters..
im tired to face all this..
im giving up this..
im choosing u to b my another family..
im waiting n waiting..

pls don jz listen..
pls don jz obey..
altho, they are our elderly..
yes, is a simple manner, we muz respect..
but no all the time we muz follow their decision...

YES, i Agree...

Yes, I agree to be his life partner...
We plan to ROM during this year..

I decided on my ''kai zai'' bday that day..
but due to "pantang'', is going to change date??
Can i say don wan..i don wan to change the date...
Can jz let us decide on the date we ROM??
sad, :( ...if u reli wanna change the date...

all my frenz asked me, is that he propose to u??
What i reply?
Of coz, NO...hehe..
He din propose, but we alr go to JPN for the registration..
I don might there is no propose..
But in every gals heart, sure wish for this porpose including me my self..

even not propose in public, but i wish that there is a propose..
A simple propose...
do u know me heart???
:(

Miss'íng

Miss'ing...

so many years passed...
i still miss you..

is May...

is May...
alr at BT for 3mths ++..
life is reli hard...
is reli tired to join this firm..
but then is my choice..
no complaining...
so jz enjoy work...
nothing that cant be solve...
how solve?..jz solve it v smile..
handle v happy mood..=)

Is one year passed...
and im still miss u..
miss v love?..
o jz a fren miss?..
i don know...but u will always appear in my mind...
ur look, ur voice, ur nice, ur good, ur everything, is still in my mind...
is so hard to forget..
my bday wish...will it come true?..
the only one wish for 2011 bday..

2011 1st post....

3mths passed...
1st post update...
within tis 3mths...
many things had happened...
n all are unexpected things tat happen...
last working day at RT on 28.12.2010...
1st working day at BT on 24.01.2010...
all r happy to be memory...
19.3.2011 celebrate daddy bday at muar...
20.3.2011 celebrate nephew bday at muar, old house...
happy n happy....love so much...

like to be herself...

shwntyng love to b herself only....
love to b alone...
but sth wish there someone to care n love too..
anyway, alone is the best...
i love to b alone, when i wanna do sth...
i dislike ppl ask me, when i dislike them...
where r u going?..
when r u comin?...
wat r u doing?..
how to do thiss n tat...?
oh noooo.....
n now onwards, don come to me anymore...
im reli feel frustrated...
who u think u r?...
n wish u all good luck...

extremely random...

happy:-
1st xmas xchange gift was v my dearest dear layhong at her sis house...
on the day i cooked pasta, soup n thai style chicken...
n surprise is d xmas gift all my love bear...
tat's my pooh bear...
thanks my dear layhong...muacksss...
2nd gift is from my senior manager, karen..
im so surprise on 22.12.10 @ 8.30am...
she walk over to my sit place and pass the gift to me...
thanks ya my dearest sm, karen...
3rd is the xmas xchange gift organise by me..
venue was at new york new york citylink...
we had our dinner there n we xchange gift over there as well..
but only jimmy n angel, their gift xchange it at bugis junction...
sharon, sick gal also rush and join us...
include angel as well...they are so good, n cooperate on the event...
n my dear layhong too...
i love to be my darlin layhong, angel n sharon frenz....
they din ffk....hugss hugsss....

=(
i resign is not the world going to finish...
i resign also none ur business...
don always use resign this word to say me...
i resign i still got work to do as well...
i need outjob as well...
i resign i FB'ing also in my prob not ur prob...
wat for u so worry bout?...
i m damn extremely dislike u arrr....
resign doesnt mean i had nth to do...
i get a job, then do u know?..
ya, u know it...so wat?...
which company im going do u know?...
u don know...i also don wan to say so much n share so mmuch v u as well...
im relil dislike u...shit...idiot...!

don ask any opinion from me onwards...
i wont gv u any suggestion n also advice as well...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............!!!

ST extremely HATE+DISLIKE kl ppl, especially ST's opposite sex...

I extremely hate n dislike KL ppl...
extremely hate...
especially those opposite sex of me...
i wont ask u things...
i wont ask any help from u...
i wont offer u anythings from now onwards....
shit........
plz use ur brain b4 express out ur sentense....
if once, still can forgive...n i ll forget it fast as well...
im easy to bully izit?..
u go hell lahh....