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Last saturday 27nov2010 in the morning. i went back sweet home together v my sis&family v one car...
We reached home ard 12pm++, and had our lunch at home-mum cooked..
(2dishes of vege, fish, otah-otah, 'yen kok gai', n sweet corn soup)!
After had my lunch, i drive to my didi's shop v my nephew(weifeng) & niece(xinyi)...
We discussed bout next year2011 Big Day Celebration so called '六十大寿!' for my love daddy..
How to celebrate?.Who to invite?.where to celebrate?.what dishes?.
After discuss with my didi, i went back home n told my sis bcoz she din follow me go didi's shop bcoz she need to look after little Jayson(my youngest nephew)..

At nite, whole family went out for dinner at 'thai guo bai zhen'..
steven family of 5(steven ng,may looi,bryan ng,elvan ng&marcus ng),
judy family of 5(ken loke,judy ng,desmond loke,cindy loke&jayson loke),
my daddy n mummy(mr ng&mrs ng),
my cousin sister(kailing),
my bro steven's mum-in-law(mrs tan),
and also my sis's maid...
total of 16ppl...
foods order were 2veges<1fried>,thai chicken, tie pan tauhu, oyster omelette, steam fish-thai style, u-yu yam....

after dinner we went to bowling @ jeram, the only bowling centre in muar...
we played 2games on that day...
for adult-rm5.50 per game; for student-rm5.00 per game...
and we back home ard 9pm...
After reached home, i started to prepare sweet mango v sago for dessert...
While preparing my dessert, we planned to dapao...
Dapao from my 4th aunt's stall...
After discussed we phone called my aunt to dapao...
dapao 'mi hun kueh'....^^
that is for supper....lol...fat loh..
but is ok, coz we all r very happy n enjoy...
that's our Saturday weekend passed by..^^
The next day, as usual we had our breakfast at home...
as well as our lunch....
Time flies so fast....
& i miss the moment the sweet moment...^^

as per my ''dear''...!& as per my ''dear'''s dear...

my dear, he remind me one thing recently..
he told me 'No need to responsible to others, Only need Responsible to URSELF'...
he told me if u think ur decision is correct is reasonable, jz go ahead on my decision...
I agreed on wat he said to me...

nowadays, i keep myself silent...
talk much wil cause lots of unnecessary prob happen...
& thanks for those who help me spread news as well...
i told u, doesn't mean ask u to help me spread those unnecessary gossip...
fainted=='''

wat i do, wat u do, whr i go, whr u go....?
me myself wil know, u urself wil know...!
whatever u raise out o talk o prob stuck, plz mind ur own sentence...!
plz don create sth tat really stupid things happen...is damn useless...
i cant gain anything nor u...but u will lost sth tat u wont notice it...
^^

47th week in e yr of 2010..

times flies fast..
5more wks more, 2011 is coming..
lots of things happen ard me..
lots of new challenges i had overcome it..
2011, will b more challenge than 2010...
hv to keep pump n pump oil to make sure that my energy is full all the time...

week 47th, is not a happy wk for...
my dear hong, told me reminded me thru msg..
n agreed on wat she told me..
will always in my mind wat she had advise me...
beside that my dear sksem, he also told me that ''no need to responsible to others, Jz rmb U only need responsible to Urself''....
t/f, watever i do i decided, I HV TO RESPONSIBLE ON IT....

week 47th, we had promise n agreed v each other..
In tis week, i asked u..u told me...that u don hv any...
^^
i haven express out all my feeling here...
is a damn long bad feeling>than happy feeling...
i don wan to express out my bad feeling...jz wanna say tat im happy enuf to noe u...
^^

hometown frenz gathering + leave for 5days include sun&sat!

Last friday went to KL...
purpose was to find x-boss to discuss job regarding rejoin LWC...
But suddenly cancelled it....and received lady boss msg on tuesday morning...
Due to my final final decision had make up during the rest day...
so i din reply her much on the msg...
And on Saturday evening, i rush back to gather v my muar's frenz..
we blow water n gossip too...
is a funny nite tat day...
new slogan from my dear fren colleen, wanna eat sausage?..wanna eat chicken?..
CAN!~~Boil it...!o Steam it!~~~lolzzz....
thanks all my dears...

sunday nite, i met my primary mate...
damn long i nvr met her...n on tat day i met her near by my house de mini market...^^

My decision make tat not going to sel n work, but stay at sg work...
i hv to learn to reli forget u, but slowly...
n those memory tat u gv me, it wil always in my mind, dom...
i cant say i love u anymore, thou i wish to say tat to u again...
i hv to tel myself, st u muz gv up alr...cant pull urself deep again...
is time to climb back alr...
family are beside u...close frenz r beside n support u...
career is waiting for u...

wish me goodluck wherever im...:)

her+his dinner = OuR dinner~!..a sw33t moment to b rmb..^^

My Sweet Memories...U r always stay in my heart~!

Date: 27.02.2010
Venue: selangor

I reached at station in the nite, u went to station pick me up..
U bought me to have dianxin, coz im hungry tat time...
After that we go back home..
We had a long chit chat til late nite..
And U talked lots of france but i don't understand o..
Bcoz i didn't learned france..
However, I tried to ask what was it means, but u din explained to me o...
I guess it should be sth words that sweet+warm..^^

Next day, we went to 1U, we went there for our blunch..
Her order: fried kuey teow; His order: asam laksa..
After finish our blunch, we go for movie..
After movie, we went to cold storage to buy ingredients, preparing for OUR dinner..

He was the 1st guy who cook for me as my dinner....
At that time, my feeling was warm+sweet+happy until now is still the same..

all r in my memories rite now..^o^

-opening can, peeling potato, cutting sweet pepper, cutting onion, cooking potato, cooking drumstick, baby spinach salad....-

muar trip...^^

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心事！

this few days, we had our happy day together..
a short trip to rmb always...
desaru + kluang...
8 + 6...

notice tat my dear ee n my hengmui...
both nof them sth wrong ...
they hv xinshi...
but how m i going to lend my ears to them?...
sighh...

我喜欢你了......现在，我要离开...... .

我喜欢你......现在，我要离开.......

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

我问，怎样才能让一个人知道你在想他？ 你说，心里不停地默念他的名字，他就能感受到。 可我一直在心底重复着你的名字，你却一直没有音信。 也许，你并不知道我在等你。

我问，当你在等一个人的短信时，你是会调成静音模式还是户外模式？

你说，静音。这样，发现短信来到的时候就会充满惊喜。

于是我调了静音，于是我马上就后悔。

我一直在看手机，我觉得自己有些强迫症了，每一次屏幕亮起的瞬间，我的一颗心就也跟着亮了起来，这感觉，那样美好，那样心碎。

也许，你并不知道我在等你。

我问，你忙吗？在干嘛？吃了吗？

你一一回答，不忙，看书，没吃。

可我却发现自己笨笨地不知该再说些什么，再说什么都是多余，再说什么都只会让人厌烦。

你生活在一个可以没有我的世界，我居住在一个只有你的天空。

所以，我注定是个失败的人。

可是，为什么聪明的你不能帮我想一想，我还可以和你说什么，我还能为你做什么？

可是，为什么不忙的你不能试着回一些疑问句，让我们的对话更长？

可是，为什么你从没有这样的时候，这样想念着我，想念着一个一直在等你的人？

也许，你并不知道我在等你。

我什么也没问出口，可这不代表我的草稿箱里什么都没有。

我一直在写，一直在删，一直在改。偶尔一两条，又会在发出之前的最后一秒被转入草稿箱。

可纵使是这样的严格筛选，我还是不知不觉攒下了许多草稿，那许许多多的字里行间，其实只有三个字：我想你。

但你却问，还说我没有发，你不是一样没有音信？

我说，因为害怕打扰到你。

其实，我只是想等你主动发一次，让我相信，其实，你也很想念我。

但事实却让我始终相信，

也许，你并不知道我在等你。

我的天空今天有点灰，

我想你，想你，好想你。

不停揣测你心里，可曾有，我的姓名。

才发现，

原来，你真的不知道我在等你。

现在，我要离开了。

或许想起曾经的我们，想起那些肆意欢笑的日子，想起那些画面，

想起那些瞬间，还会心痛。但是我累了，

所以我要离开……

random..

usual life...
work....
everyday repeat the same things...
work, eat, drink, sleep......
wat we can do again?....

But yday, not a good day...
my roommate my dear ee she fall sick...
late nite searching for 24hrs clinic...
v no idea where got 24hrs clinic...
luckily stil can handle v calm...
in my mind, my dear pine, my dear sksem n senior manager appear...
who i should find...
i straight call my dear pine to seek to ask help from her...
layhong 'where got 24hrs clinic?'....
she help me find out the nearest clinic at block 190 tpy....
but we not sure where is it....
so we went to tan tock seng hospital...

Ee, she reli scare me...after consult doctor, after had an injection, she is better...
my dear ee o, muz take good care lo...
audit life is reli tough, muz add more oil....
if u think reli reli reli cant handle it, think bout accounting job ya...
ur strength ur weakness i saw it...

sg audit life--->hell!..
all my dear frenz who r in audit line, muz ++++UUUU ya....^^

learn to give up....

im learning to give up...
im learning to forget...
im learning jz to be ur fren only, n no more than tat...
i reli have to totally gv up this time alr..

i miss u, n im so xinku...
the more i love u the more i miss u the more im in a very xinku feel...
i keep ask myself, should i gv up u o should i find back my own happiness?...
should i reli try my luck n win ur heart back?...
i wish to do that...but i don hv tat confident alr...
is better to be ur close fren rather be ur lover...

I dunno, mayb u alr have ur own happiness...
O mayb now u only wanna to have ur single + freedom life...
same as wat in my mind, i also jz wanna enjoy my single + freedom life...
and also ccompany my parents more...

what i can tel myself now is, I hv to learn to give up all rite now...
Be shwntyng back..n not nicole....
Nicole life wil only appear in works....
the actual me still is shwntyng....
a very simple gal...simple thinking...simple fashion...simple life in overall...!
:)