learn to give up....

im learning to give up...
im learning to forget...
im learning jz to be ur fren only, n no more than tat...
i reli have to totally gv up this time alr..

i miss u, n im so xinku...
the more i love u the more i miss u the more im in a very xinku feel...
i keep ask myself, should i gv up u o should i find back my own happiness?...
should i reli try my luck n win ur heart back?...
i wish to do that...but i don hv tat confident alr...
is better to be ur close fren rather be ur lover...

I dunno, mayb u alr have ur own happiness...
O mayb now u only wanna to have ur single + freedom life...
same as wat in my mind, i also jz wanna enjoy my single + freedom life...
and also ccompany my parents more...

what i can tel myself now is, I hv to learn to give up all rite now...
Be shwntyng back..n not nicole....
Nicole life wil only appear in works....
the actual me still is shwntyng....
a very simple gal...simple thinking...simple fashion...simple life in overall...!
:)